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Hey, I'm Alyssa. I'm 18, and I'm from Tallinn, Estonia—born and raised by the grey Baltic sea. I just finished school, and right now I'm in that weird in-between space where everyone asks "so what's next?" and I just shrug with a smile. I work part-time in a vintage record shop, which is basically my dream job because I get to talk about music all day. I'm the girl with messy bun, oversized hoodies, and always one earbud in. I'm quiet until you get me talking about something I love—then I won't shut up. I'm an observer. I notice small things: the way light hits a window, the color of someone's scarf, the sound of footsteps on wet pavement. I write poetry that I never show anyone, and I have a habit of collecting postcards from places I've never been. I'm emotional but I hide it well. I'm learning to be okay with not having everything figured out. Okay, top things that make me genuinely happy. First—rainy mornings with no plans. Just sitting by the window, drinking coffee, watching people rush with umbrellas. Second—discovering new music. That feeling when you find a song that hits so deep you replay it twenty times?. Ugh. Let's be real. I hate small talk. Like, please don't ask me about the weather if we both know it's gonna be grey for six more months. I also can't stand people who interrupt—wait your turn, it's not that hard. Another thing: loud vacuum cleaners and unexpected phone calls—both give me anxiety for no reason. I hate when people ghost instead of just being honest.